DO NOT CALL ME I WILL NOT PICK UP

Kthxbai

Hehehe

Bruises

So I spent hours wondering where do the countless blueblacks on my leg came from and why does my head hurt so much. And I just couldn’t figure out why. Until lil brother told me minutes ago that he was playing computer in his room happily when he suddenly heard a veryyy loud bang all of a sudden in the middle of the night. He went into my room and saw me lying on the floor. So apparently I fell down from my bed. Then in a sleepy mode I climbed back up onto my bed but my knee knocked against the wall, hard. With that I screamed and jerked, causing my head to bump onto the edges of my bed, again hard, and then I fell onto the floor the second time. Hahahhahahahahhaha damn epic seriously. And he was there to witness all of it.

I climbed back onto the bed again, sobbing quietly and went back to slp.

And now guess what the best part is?

I can’t rmb any of these happening at all!!! Totally zero recollection. Hahahahahhaaha how can I ever not wake up with all these falls and knocks?!?!?!?!?!?!?! Zomggggggg

K I gtg naow. Heading for therapy again. Meeting my king later :) hehehe

Oh ya before that I’m so glad I saw prostitutes last night! Hahahhah! My first time seeing!!!! Went for supper with koon Peter and bb, in which we went prostitutes-sightseeing before that and ahgua-sightseeing after that. Hehehhehehe I like! :) but I was so so so paranoid the whole night secretly because I didn’t put on any makeup and I felt so fuglyyy ;( hahahhaha tsktsk, now there’s three more souls in the world who saw my true self :( HAHA. Curiousity killed the cat last night too I think, hehehe and maybe later when I’m back home and night too. I shall take a look at the “legendary” website HAHAHA wonder what it is all about.

Kk baibai I need to rush out like… NOW

Hihi im a lesbian hehehe

:)

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Goodbye

one last sketch before I leave, always wanted to be a policewoman when I was young. One of my many ambitions.

Goodbye for now, please forgive me I know I nv change

Random sketch red

Sketched this with my phone… Sky said it looks ugly :( but I really like it… :(

Sigh no wonder I didn’t do well for art in O’levels 2yrs ago…… :(

But yeah anyway, even though sky think she’s ugly, I wanna look like her :) red short hair hehe

I’m sorry

Please forgive me.

Only if

So I’m always telling others not to give up; Fight on, be brave.

But the truth is, I am.
Feels like a fucking loserish weakling, I wished things were only as easy as I thought. I wished it wasn’t that challenging and is as simple as everyone thinks it would be.
If only you were in my shoes, if only one could try to understand by the slightest bit.

If.

I will shine

So it was a hard decision I had to make.

After much discussion with my doctors family friends and certain teachers, I’m going to defer this whole sem of Poly year 2 and start afresh again.
It’s all too late for me to catch up now and I know if I don’t take this step I would only sink deeper and deeper, which is what I do not wish to happen.
I said I’m going to recover so I will. Right now all I should focus on is how to make my every day even better and be happier :)

It’s sad I might not be studying with my beloved girls anymore, we might be of different class due to this, but I’m going to be strong and brave; gunna endure through it and pull my grades up.
New year resolution? No more hospital stay for me and get shockingly awesome grades. Yes eat my words, because this time round I’m going to prove my worth.

Play hard, study hard.
I’m going to be a happy geek who knows how to have fun too :)

I’m sorry for all the troubles I caused you Atika and Meme, and I’m thankful for you girls too.
Most importantly, thank you Hunny BB Bangbang Jav and JL for always encouraging me and being there for me, giving me suggestions which you guys genuinely think is best for me. I love all of you, really :D
And… I must say I think B you’re real awesome seriously, your random text to concern really surprised me and pulled me back to this cyber world HAHAHA :)

Good luck to me from now on, hehehe :)