Pls don’t take me to the hospital I hate that place

My body is dying on me right now…

I don’t want to be in an ambulance

It’s okay it’s okay it’s okay

This too shall pass…

I’m okay :) Won’t cry anymore, must be stronger stronger stronger :)

Pop lock drop

How many more should I take this time

Can’t stop gotta date with hate

Teach me how to love and I’ll give you the world in return

LONG says (1:42 PM):
*ask you something
Act Cat Tac says (1:43 PM):
*ok
LONG says (1:43 PM):
*you attach?
Act Cat Tac says (1:43 PM):
*Huh?! No why you say so?
LONG says (1:43 PM):
*just tot so
LONG says (1:43 PM):
*felt so

Whoaaaaaa. I wonder what makes him think so. But this really shocked me… What would make him think so?!
Hahahhaa, woke up with a sore feeling I haven’t felt for ages. Ate an apple and I’m better :)

I’m not tired, despite sleeping only two hours. Been so long since I signed in my MSN.
Can’t believe it’s Zacson’s turn to knock things out of my head, hhaahahahhaa. And I’m gunna have frolicks from bangbang hehehe :)

I suddenly feel so excited for what’s gunna come up my way, what my future has planned for me.
Heheheheh this is good :) I feel like eating chocolates…

Getting better, still need more time.
They always say I’ve to learn how to love myself before I can love anyone else.
But I just can’t, it’s like a very tough subject I can’t handle.
Loving my girls are so much easier, hehehe I can love all of them forever :)
And it’s not those superficial kind, because I know I will never stop loving them ^^
Luv you meme!! Sorry I had to disturb your sleep at 6plus in the morning hehe
Y’know I’ll miss you badly till I get to see you next year :’( Sighhhhh

What am I to do without youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu?! :’( Hahaha noone to bug anymore, grrr maybe I’ll end up like that long holiday previously. HAHAHAHA I’m just joking

My face’s fucking chubby now!!!!!!! And I look like a freaky dawg in this above picture!!!!! :’(
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR hate it!!!!!!! :’( HAHAHAHA

Oh yeah this reminds me, everything became so distinct that when I fart, I thought I heard bombs.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, I think Noelle wanted to slap me when I said that!
Hehehe thankyou anyway Momo :)

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Probably leaving sg coming week to catch a breather :)
I deserve it! :) Hehehe

:)

:)

Good times bad times, I have expected this since day one.
99paper cranes unchecked, private space created for a piece of heart unsaid, I’ll just wash them away like I did before.
Never thought those six alphabets would actually be all that’s on my mind when I was flying high up……
I knew all along I just wouldn’t admit.

Got to be even stronger, got to fight even harder, I know I can make it out one day.
I’ll be smiling even if the sky falls down :)

Now, this is the way to be from today. Whatever’s past is past.
Back to the start, same finale at the exact same venue yet again.
Beautiful, is it not?

Feels like staying here for good, much more comfier, don’t wanna go home anymore.
Been there done that, I know I’d beat this hands down in no time, now that I see things much clearer
Feels like flying through that endless tunnel once again with those beautiful lights and soothing music.
Well, minus the puking and sickness that is. Now I can’t stop thinking about that distinctive experience.
It’s always the aftermath that stays best in the heart isn’t it?

“I believe in pink. I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in kissing, kissing a lot. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day, and I believe in miracles.”
-Audrey Hepburn

So here’s the key.
B.e.h.a.p.p.y:)
And right now, weird as it is, I am friggin’ happy :)

Right, It’s 815am now, just reached home and I’m planning to knock out in 15minutes time. Nights Aliens, X :)

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It sucks to feel like one sensitive bitch

This must stop .
I wasn’t like this…

Babies

So cute!!!!!!!!!!

I’m going to be an aunt again, for the sixth time! Hahahaha, another baby to play with! :)

Makes me feel like having a baby too myself, probably a girl because they look prettier and I can play with them more(the hair everything! ^^). Hahahaha, then I’ll shower them with lots of tender loving care till they are 12years old. By that time they won’t be cute anymore and will become rebellious. And I hate that!!!! So right after they finish their PSLE I’ll throw them away forever HAHAHAAHAHAHAHA! >:)

My baby will have such big eyes I DON’T CARE!!!!! HEHEHEHEHEHEHE :D

Thinking of this, I was browsing through my old friendster (haha) recently and realised how naive a relationship I used to have in the past. Fancy a 15/16 year old teenager planning about the future with the boy/girlfriend, all the marriage and kids stuffs, haha just how silly can our minds get?! But well, they were all good old childish moments ;)

But come to think of it, I’d rather not have any children at all. They can be so troublesome sometimes. Especially if I can’t bear to throw them away when they grow up & become teenage problematic kids. HAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAAHHA, I don’t want grown up kids!!!!!!! It will be so tiring to worry for them…… Grrrr

I know, I shall just keep some kitties as my companion for life! HEHEHE best idea seriously, my fave!! :)

That’s it. I’ve decided. I’m going to get a pet kitty soon. No one’s gunna stop me!!!!!!

Meme says she’ll get a pet puppy so that it can kill my pet kitty. BASTARD. I swear I will set fire on her puppy if that happens!!!! HAHAHAHAAHAHAHHA :D

Ayeeeeeee. My entries are getting so boring… But it’s ohkaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiz :)

On another note, I think I’m going oversea soon!!!! (if nth goes wrong) :D HEHEHE

It’s hard but I got to be strong

I’m selfish, self-centered as always. Thank you very much

Always remember…

It’s playing on repeat

And I don’t like it at all. Everything is just like what happened more than two years ago.

It’s just like the same old thing; different words, but the same actions & same meaning. Fuck this.
Yes I’ve always been haunted by my past, but so what it doesn’t matter to anyone at all.
I’ve never been someone of any significance, since the day I’m born.
And I’m more than just used to it.

Born in a traditional family, I’m just a daughter. Someone who isn’t worth as much as a son since I’m unable to carry on the family line.
Out there, I’m too an insignificant soul, “just another girl”. The ocean is vast, there’s always so much more extraordinary good catches, or even others who will be of a much better companion.
So who and why give a fuck?

Not me, anymore.

I never look back. Not because I have the heart to do so. But because, there’s totally no point to. And because, I’m a coward to my own fears.

I should just fuck off and die, seriously.
Just like everyone else should.
Noone, and I really mean NO ONE ever mean the words they say. Ever.
So just fucking fuck off I’m not going to give a damn anymore, it’s far too tedious for a coward like me.

Comments disabled, this is too much of an angsty post.
But then again, noone gives a fuck either :)